Maybe Allah SWT has destined to me become a nurse to care people, to help them heal and to be there for those who need support.

But sometime i wonder, why didn’t Allah SWT plan for someone for me? Someone who would always be there to take care of me, to heal my heart and to remind me that i am also worthy of being cared for.

My only wish was never too much. I only asked for one person. Is that really such difficult thing for me to have?

I’m tired of always beging the one who takes care of others, who holds their broken pieces and tries to bring healing into their lives. Yet after they heal, they often leave, sometimes in the most painful ways. Is that fair to me?