Hi Leo, remember this " U need to FAKE IT TILL U MAKE IT.

Believe in urself. U know how to survive.

U're the angry daughter. The distant one. The girl who pretends she doesn't care while carrying storms inside. U crave things u'll never admit, yet u keep acting like everything is okay.

U changed ur name from the sweet Yaya to the stronger Leo because u wanted to become someone who never gives up.

U've wiped ur own tears, fought battles no one ever saw, and rebuilt urself in silence. Even if no one shows up, u already know how to stand on ur own because u've always been the one who saved urself.

One day, someone will love u without asking u to become someone else. Until then, keep choosing urself. Goodnight Leo ✨

Maybe Allah SWT has destined to me become a nurse to care people, to help them heal and to be there for those who need support.

But sometime i wonder, why didn’t Allah SWT plan for someone for me? Someone who would always be there to take care of me, to heal my heart and to remind me that i am also worthy of being cared for.

My only wish was never too much. I only asked for one person. Is that really such difficult thing for me to have?

I’m tired of always beging the one who takes care of others, who holds their broken pieces and tries to bring healing into their lives. Yet after they heal, they often leave, sometimes in the most painful ways. Is that fair to me?