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YAya IEdayah
YAya IEdayah;

Bonjour!



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Hi, im survived O:)


I've survived and I am not stronger for it.

I am not proud to wear the scars, 

they are a reminder of the pain I've endured. 

Although my body has healed,

my mind still bleeds like they are fresh.

People around me have become so tired of the same story 

and I don't even tell it anymore.

I wish they understood that I'm tired too. 

tired of pretending that I'm okay,and that "time heals all wounds". (it doesn't)


The trauma literally changed my brain. 

overstimulated amygdala, 

underactive hippocampus, 

weak prefrontal cortex.


I've survived and I am not stronger for it.


Amygdala = the part of the brain that’s most closely associated with fear, emotion and motivation.


Hippocampus = a part of you brain that’s responsible for your memory and learning.


Prefrontal cortex = personal center 




Lautan




Dia adalah lautan dengan satu bentuk titisan.
Wujud seluas lautan yang tidak boleh aku dekati
Dan bentuk titisan yang tidak boleh aku tangkap.
Boleh dinikmati dari jauh
Namun tidak boleh dimiliki walaupun ianya dekat. 

Yang jelas aku terjatuh dalam lautan yang luas, hanyut, dan tenggelam.
Dari situ aku tahu “ the world continues to turn”.