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To The People I Walked Away From, I Apologize by Angelo




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When I find myself stuck in the wrong story, I still try to make things work with the people I’m surrounded with. I still try to close the gap and break the walls that separate me from them. I still try to patch the holes in our broken relationships.
But sometimes, I reach a point when I grow tired of trying to seal what’s broken. I grow tired of being frustrated, angry, and upset.
When things get out of control, the easiest alternative I see is to leave and walk away. Because I don’t see the point in repairing a bond that is slowly sinking. I don’t see the reason to stay when every day my feelings are getting hurt. I don’t see why I should not quit, and start somewhere else.
In the process of walking away, I tend to hurt people, too. I act like their feelings don’t matter to me. I act like they deserve to be in pain as well. I act like all along I am the victim, and everyone else is the villain.
Eventually I realize I’m wrong, and selfish. And I apologize.

I apologize to everyone I left behind. I apologize to everyone I offended, and wounded.

I am sorry for saying what was on my mind without considering whether my argument would make someone go home with a swelling heart. I am sorry for letting down everyone who believed in my potentials. I am sorry that I still chose to leave, even though a lot of people were rooting for me to stay.
I have learned that the choices we make in our lives bring us exactly to where we are right now. I have learned that whether we make the right decision or the bad one, in the end, it teaches us to become stronger and wiser.
I have learned that time is always our number one best friend. Time helps us to heal all our wounds. Time allows us to grow in our own ways.
I realize now that I can’t completely move forward in my life if I still hang on to the bitterness that I carried from my past.

And so I have forgiven everyone I walked away from. I have forgiven myself. And I hope that you have forgiven me, too.

I hope that one day we can all come up to the conclusion that the direction everyone was expecting me to take was different from what I wanted for myself. I hope that one day, when we all look back, we remember each other for all the great times we shared, rather than the horrible ones. I hope that one day our paths will intersect, and by then I wish that we can be friends.
I have wholeheartedly accepted the place and situation that I am in right now. Slowly by slowly, I am beginning to bring back my happiness and my confidence. Slowly by slowly, my life is starting to unfold, and bring me closer to where my dreams want me to be.
I have learned to swallow my pride and admit that I am wrong. Because there is nothing sweeter than living with a light heart that is free from guilt and anger.
There is nothing better than to let go.
I have found the light that leads me to my purpose. I have found the voice that I can use to inspire people. I have found the reason to live a life that I can be proud of.
And by forgiving, I think I can genuinely smile again, starting today.
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Short Vacancy # 1




Dah lama aku tak Sekian kalinya budak-budak class aku menjayakan aktiviti short vacancy... hooorrryyy!! Walaupun taklah sejauh manapun short vacancy kitaorang but atleast ianyanya menjadi. Sebenar-benarnya dan sebetul-betulnya kitaorang dan merancang nak pergi SV masa sem 2 haritu. Tetapi semua budak-budak class aku bebual macam **** kucing! warghh !!! *marah ni marah* jadinya semuanya bagaikan berlalu seperti angin kentut yang berlalu begitu saja... 

Dan pada masa 19/12/2016 Is & wan bagitahu aku yang dia rancang nak buat  SV ke Port dickson ni sebelum cuti midsem then aku pun okey lahkan, Yela siapa je yang tak mahu pergi berjalankan. Aku dah siap warning diaorang awal-awal kalau tak jadi nahas diaorang aku kerjakan. hehehe * Nampak tak aku gengster and garang kat situ?* So bincang punya bincang dengan budak-budak class aku semua diaorang pun setujulah tanpa banyak songeh. 

SV ni dijalankan pada tarikh 23/12/2016 pada waktu malam! ye malam! sebab apa malam? sebab time tu kereta kurang di jalan raya dan malam tu jugak kitaorang nak buat BBQ secara kecil-kecilan..See lamakan kita orang merancang? tapi tak apa, abaikan benda tu. sampai ke PD dalam jam 12 malam sebab jem teruk jugak lah, lepastu amik bahan BBQ semua dekat rumah Ayu, bebual kejap dengan bapak mak dia dalam 1 jam, kitaorang mintak berundur dengan cara yang sopan dan terus ke Batu 4, kita orang bahagikan 2 kumpulan, Kumpulan lelaki pasang BBQ dan kumpulan perempuan pasang kehmah.. wahh ! nampak tak kerja secara berpasukan disitu.. malamtu kita orang ber BBQ dari jam 2 sampai jam 3 or 4 pagi. Kitaorang berbual, menyanyi, makan, bergelak ketawa tu yang sampai tak sedar dah jam 4 pagi.. Jap aku bagi gambar.. 


Ni abang-abang yang bawak dalam kereta aku
Kitaorang pergi PD dengan menaiki 2 kereta, satu kereta sewa, satu lagi kereta sendirian berhad. Aku macam biasa abang-abang *ceh abang. wuerkk ! hahaha* ni dah cop aku dulu... yang pakai cap tu Iskandar *driver*, baju hitam tu Zainol Ikhwan dan baju hijau Iqmar.. *Crush aku tu :P**gurau*

Ni budak-budak dalam kereta aku
Abang-abang tekun membuat BBQ

Semasa abang-abang ini sedang sibuk membuat BBQ untuk kami semua makan dan kumpulan para gadis-gadis sudah siap memasang khmah, maka gadis-gadis ayu dan comel ini mula membuat onar dan kewajipan setiap gadis-gadis di muka bumi ini  akan lakukan.. Mahu tahu apa yang gadis-gadis comel ini buat? mari kita sasksikan... Mmepersembahkan... *drummm roollll*

Taraaa ~ kita orang selfie laa apa lagi nak buat~


Ni gambar kitaorang makan..hahaha ! Setelah habis makan kitaorang berbincang esoknya mahu  bermandi manda di Teluk Kemang.. So nantikan Short Vacancy #2... XOXO

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