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Speak clearly, if you speak at all; Carve every word before you let it fall



KESEDARAN




Apa itu kesedaran? Kesedaran bermaksud membangunkan minda pada sesuatu kejadian yang berada di sekeliling mereka dan memerlukan mereka mengubah persepsi mereka untuk menjadikan sesuatu penambahbaikan yang berterusan dalam hidup. Manusia perlu mempunyai sikap kesedaran yang tinggi didalam diri supaya kesalahan yang lepas tidak akan berulang. Kenapa ianya berulang? Adakah disebabkan ianya telah dikatakan didalam nyanyian dari kumpulan New Boyz -  Sejarah mungkin berulang? Setiap bait-bait lirik lagu itu adalah benar belaka. Contoh lirik

Sejarah mungkin berulang..
Walaupun engkau ku maafkan..

Kita akan ingat sampai mati atau dikatakan fobia dengan setiap apa yang berlaku dalam hidup walaupun kita dah maafkan. Eh ! tipulah kalau  di sudut jauh dalam hati kauorang tak  ada sekelumit perbuatan atau perlakuan percakapan yang korang masih tak boleh nak lupakan  Seperti pergaduhan antara kawan baik. rooomate dan sebagainya.. 

Ohh.. Kekasih ..
Tapi itu cuma sementara ... 
Keinsafan di hatimu...

Dalam lirik diatas pulak, ada mengatakan itu hanya sementara? kenapa kena ada sifat sementara untuk keinsafan dalam diri? Kenapa kita perlu buat perkara yang sama? Adakah dosa yang lepas atau perbuatan yang lepas tak cukup untuk merasakan keinsafan dalam diri? Itu aku tak tahu. Tepuk dada tanya seleralahkan?

Macam kes aku, aku tak faham kenapa ada je benda atau ada je masalah yang sama setiap kali sem. Terutamanya pada roomate aku? Kadang-kadang sampai dah penat nak fikir semua tu. Tapi kalau tak difikirkan sampai bila nak bermasam mukakan? sampai bila nak masing-masing tidur mengadap dinding.. Masa-masa mula jumpa kami diibaratkan seperti ada kimia. Macam lagu Melda Ahmad.. Tapi bila di pertengah  ada saja masalah yang timbul. Sememangnya benar dalam kehidupan lebih kepada pahit dari manis, Tapi kalau pahit sentiasa siapa yang boleh tahan. So aku konpius.







To The People I Walked Away From, I Apologize by Angelo




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When I find myself stuck in the wrong story, I still try to make things work with the people I’m surrounded with. I still try to close the gap and break the walls that separate me from them. I still try to patch the holes in our broken relationships.
But sometimes, I reach a point when I grow tired of trying to seal what’s broken. I grow tired of being frustrated, angry, and upset.
When things get out of control, the easiest alternative I see is to leave and walk away. Because I don’t see the point in repairing a bond that is slowly sinking. I don’t see the reason to stay when every day my feelings are getting hurt. I don’t see why I should not quit, and start somewhere else.
In the process of walking away, I tend to hurt people, too. I act like their feelings don’t matter to me. I act like they deserve to be in pain as well. I act like all along I am the victim, and everyone else is the villain.
Eventually I realize I’m wrong, and selfish. And I apologize.

I apologize to everyone I left behind. I apologize to everyone I offended, and wounded.

I am sorry for saying what was on my mind without considering whether my argument would make someone go home with a swelling heart. I am sorry for letting down everyone who believed in my potentials. I am sorry that I still chose to leave, even though a lot of people were rooting for me to stay.
I have learned that the choices we make in our lives bring us exactly to where we are right now. I have learned that whether we make the right decision or the bad one, in the end, it teaches us to become stronger and wiser.
I have learned that time is always our number one best friend. Time helps us to heal all our wounds. Time allows us to grow in our own ways.
I realize now that I can’t completely move forward in my life if I still hang on to the bitterness that I carried from my past.

And so I have forgiven everyone I walked away from. I have forgiven myself. And I hope that you have forgiven me, too.

I hope that one day we can all come up to the conclusion that the direction everyone was expecting me to take was different from what I wanted for myself. I hope that one day, when we all look back, we remember each other for all the great times we shared, rather than the horrible ones. I hope that one day our paths will intersect, and by then I wish that we can be friends.
I have wholeheartedly accepted the place and situation that I am in right now. Slowly by slowly, I am beginning to bring back my happiness and my confidence. Slowly by slowly, my life is starting to unfold, and bring me closer to where my dreams want me to be.
I have learned to swallow my pride and admit that I am wrong. Because there is nothing sweeter than living with a light heart that is free from guilt and anger.
There is nothing better than to let go.
I have found the light that leads me to my purpose. I have found the voice that I can use to inspire people. I have found the reason to live a life that I can be proud of.
And by forgiving, I think I can genuinely smile again, starting today.
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